Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Today's Topic : Can't guys & girls just purely be best friends?
As u can see, mine topic today will be this... This will happen often in relationsip...but do u all reali tink guys & girl can be juz frens...?? guys can girls hang out tog...or contact each other means ther muz be someting goin on wif these two?? has it always be like that?? y cant tink widely?? girls n guys...Just frens...nth more but frens...no matter wad explaination is given to e other gender, the opposite gender will juz say its an excuse...but some juz somehow will click wif female frens or male frens...its has to be that way... all that matter are the tinkin of e person...i koe i have said someting unhappy...but tts e fact...no point running away...
Its just e opposite gender juz cant accept e fact tt guys n girls can be actually just frens instead of into BGR...lets say..shdn't we love e person for hu he/she is ?? instead of the person's surronding?? there is sure to feel insecurity...but is the trust btw each other tt holds both tog...Yes true..the more trust u have in e person e more hurt u will recieve...but if there ain't any strong wif e person how is e relationship gona work out???
i koe its due to her past experience of her getting bastard...be two timer again n again...but wad makes u tink tt i m such a person..?? nv in my life i will do tt...ppl hu koe me will koe my character...wad kind of person i m...is it so wrong have girls/guys as a best fren of the opposite gender???? Yes, ther is limitations to everyone...even i do too... i m so tired of explaining n she is tired of mine explaination...sigh...WHY?? Help?
i m so lost...i cherish her so much, dun wish to hurt at all times...u can say its hard den it take to just throw my frenship away...Sigh...y can't tiz be solve among all relations?? it jus take one word...just one word and tt is TRUST...
posted at 1:13 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
A few sentence i would like to delicate to my beloved girl!!
1) I am touched for what u had done for me since e day we got tog ...
2) I juz love u so much each n every single day...
3) Time spent wif u is always so honey....
4) The world changes but my love for u shall remain e same...
5) I will always be here for u!
6) U are my everyting..
7) I LOVE YOU!!!
Stan
posted at 4:02 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
haix i juz duno...
sometings she reali said some tings tt do affect in a way...
such tings like : 1) About how nice her X can do for her..
2) Some stuff like those heartbroken jokes?
its appears that she hurt my feelings at times..but yet i choose to keep to mysf..not wanting her to koe abt it...once again today...she hurt my heart..i juz read her blogs..tings tt her x will do for her..n tink of mysf...i m sure a failure...i m not such a gd bf like her X used to...peel prawn shells for her...look out for fishbones...etc etc...
will she understand my feeling n tots at e very moment wen i read e blog??
will she?
all i koe now my heart do hurts...
i reali duno how to handle such....
i m so disappointed n upset of mysf...
cos i m not like wad she has before...
i m not loving...
i m not caring...
i m not romantic...
i m not suprising person...
i m not a smiling kind of person...
i m juz full of Nots Nots and more Nots..
posted at 1:18 AM
Monday, February 02, 2009
So how long has it been since i update?? I have no idea too...juz too long..yupps..but anyway firstly i m in a relationship now...yupps..is someting i waited long for since my last r/s..well its reali mircale for us to be tog...cos we koe each other as in koe e existance of each other but din tok or know each other well or chat..but juz suprisingly...after tt conversation..tings began to change slowly...day by day i feel tt i like her some how after some time...tings wasn't tt simple at e beginning cos too many guys goin after her including a fren of mine...so confidence was not ther for me...so i stand low..hiding my feeling...but juz always get to tok to her...she pour her worried to me abt a guy she like n waitied for 5 mths? werid tings is y did she look for me?? i did asked her before..y me? she replied cos she is comfortable to share wif me as i understand her...thats how started off every ting....
Finally...on the 15th of jan...we got tog..ha...suprise rite...mysf too...tings were okie...goin smooth but still many tings worries me..well as usual..i m juz a guy tt tink too much...slowly slowly we shared our past experience..which is someting i most dislike abt...especially e truth of every r/s..yupps u were right...nightmare n more nightmares...i juz hate it n regret not knowing her earlier...my mind were in confusion...not sure wad to do...we had a few quarrel over some matter...my frens...say share more e nx time....haix
Stanley @ 1155am
posted at 11:38 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Well nth much to say abt...but juz finish my law test and all...
Final!
so i guess time in camp will be slacking again...
nth much to do...
juz way wait for time to juz pass by till P.O.P =)
tok abt tt...
who will be attending my Grand Pass Out Parade??
I guess No one.....
=)
Cheers
posted at 2:18 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Well..its again a new post...
today went out wif "her"...after 2 or 3 mths
yuppss...
everything seems so awkward...
for wad reason i not sure....
&
yupps
i choose to leave e place earlier den i suppose too and gave a stupid reason which i koe i will not do...ha!
but den its better den be ther...
am i right shi jie?
& will feel better for her too
but then its juz not her bur i me too...i guess or i tink too much?
so..who ever read tiz post tell me...it may not be same as wad i reali feel..but somehow similar...
1) wen u sms someone n e person not onli once does reply at all or either juz stop half-way or totally nv reply at all for those msges tt was being sent...What is e person telling u??
2) not even a greetin from e person for like 3mths..like used to be..So wad is person telling u?
3) finally a few msg from e person...but after tt juz cut off again...
4) juz totally ignores almost all msges and msn msg....and again wad is e person tellin u? or rather wad will u tink??
i duno e ans to them...
And
YES i wan to koe the answers to them...
true...mayb busy...or juz feelin weak....
juz not in e mood today.....after all these...
posted at 3:31 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
One ting to let anyone hu read tiz post!!
Well is tiz is my 6wk in HTA..=)
Tiz wk was reali a fun and relaxin wk...
Because i was having a Range Wk...whereby i will be training on how to use e Revolver 0.85..throughout my 4.5 days in camp..
Was fun and cool man~!
There were a total of 6 Frames..which means i have to fire out like duno how many hundreds bullet..hahaha!
1st Frame: I did badly..i failed my shooting...Was feeling sad and disappointing lor..Demoralise...
2nd Frame: I manage to juz pass my shooting...so was kinda of happy..at least better den e previous test..
3rd Frame: Finally I scored better den e first two frames...gotten a 2nd class position..so still okie..not so bad after all..becos of e use of e laser...
4th Frame: I gotten Marksmanship..!!! Was so happy la...even though is onli by a few points..still got the sense of achievement..hahaha!!
5th Frame: Well missed by quite alot of point to obtain marksmanship...but still gotten 1st class position...so not so bad...juz tt worried for my 6th Frame...cos is e final n final last Frame which will affect my POSTING after I POP!!!
6th Frame: Wa!!!!!!!!!!!! Gotten Marksmanship!!!! Damn happy...also...for e first time...e whole squad manage to have all passers...becos nv had a squad tt manage to have all passers for e first try of shooting..so my sqaud was e first =)... also gotten 25 cadets to score Marksmanship =p....Cool rite!!!~~~
THE END!!
posted at 1:12 AM
